Friday, October 14, 2005

Shrinking my head to music

OK so I've been tagged by 4 people now...I guess I'll do this thing and get it over with. I love music so much that it's hard to only pick 5 songs. And I think this things has run it's course so I'm not tagging anyone!

THE RULES: List five songs that you are currently loving. It doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions, the artists, and the songs in your blog. Then tag five other friends to see what they're listening to.

1. "Savin Me" by Nickelback
2. "Restored" by Jeremy Camp
3. "The Hard Way" by Keith Urban
4. "Trouble" by Ray LaMontagne
5. "Photograph" by Nickelback or "You'll think of me" by Keith Urban

Like I said before I love music sooo much!! It's so hard to pick just 5 songs.

Shrinking my head? What's up with that? So this past weekend I had the extreme pleasure of going back to ISU for Homecoming! Basically just an excuse to get drunk and act stupid...hey I'll take it! My cousin Riggs (Julie) let Rob and me stay with her which was great!! Both nights however I had my fun and then had a major meltdown. So much so that Riggs is still very concerned about my well being. On the way home I realized that after 7 months of trying to be strong and trying not to be emotional, that it just isn't working anymore. I made a call to Willow's counseling referral people and they gave me some names. I made the call yesterday to set up an appointment. At first this was not something I wanted everyone to know about. But I realized that I don't need to hide what I'm going through. Of the people I've told, all have been supportive and I know that this is what I need. I'm just totally dreading that first appointment. I told one friend that it was one of the hardest calls I've had to make. I know this won't be easy but I can't expect my friends to take away the pain. Thank you to everyone who has sat with me while I cried and rambled on about anything and everything. I love you dearly!!

4 Comments:

At 10/17/2005 7:52 AM, Blogger PixieGirl said...

Steph,

You are the sweetest, craziest, most tender hearted person I know. I'm so proud of you for taking steps to take care of you!

Manny

 
At 10/18/2005 4:01 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

We love you too...and are so very proud of you for taking this step. Please don't be afraid to reach out to your friends...we are here for you.

 
At 10/19/2005 10:45 AM, Blogger Simply Me said...

i love you cush and am proud of you. damn... i sound like a parent, but you know what i mean. i love ya babe! and i'm always here to sit with you and listen to you ramble on about anything and everything! i love being able to laugh and cry with you.

~whoop.

 
At 10/20/2005 6:53 AM, Blogger Barb K said...

Dear beautiful Steph,
I have known you since you were born and have always been proud of every accomplishment. Never more proud than now, however. You are talking a meaningful step, hard as it is. Your mental health is every bit as important as your physical, spiritual health. Way to go, Steph!
Love you, Barb

 

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