A new day

After talking with a friend on the way home last night I realized that the only way to deal with this is to take it head on.

I don't want to have these sad feelings anymore. I want to be happy and remember all the fun times we had together. I want to smile at her memory. I know I will never forget her and I will think of her everyday, but I also know that I will see her again. I need to accept that God's plan for my life is better than my own (even though I think that my plan would be better sometimes).

I was thinking about camp last night. What will it be like this year? Will it be as hard as I'm anticipating? Or will it be good for me to be there? I really can't wait for that week. I'm excited to see what God will do with the campers and staff and me. Which leads me to the next topic...what is my purpose on this earth? That is my goal this week. Although my friend told me that I take too many things on at one time and just need to take things a day at a time...

So for today...I had a plan of just going up to camp or the area of camp and just sittin up there. But I have some things to take care of today mainly throwing stuff out...So I guess my plan will have to wait or maybe be moved to a closer location...we'll see what happens...

May God bring peace to your heart today...