Three Months

Has it been this long already? It's crazy to think that 3 months has quickly and quietly passed me by.

To be truthful and honest, I am still angry. Not at other people that hurt Laurie in various ways but because this was her choice. She made the decision to drive downtown. She made the decision to jump in. I can no longer blame anyone but her. And while this may upset people it's just how I feel. I'm mad at her for taking away our friendship. I'm mad at her for not being here with her neices and nephews. I'm mad at her for not being here with Scott. I'm mad at her for this "choice" she made. I know she wasn't in her right mind but I would love to know what the hell she was thinking and if she even was. Well I suppose that's enough ranting for one night. I could go on about this but I won't...