Me and God

It's funny how God surprises us sometimes. Just when we least expect it he throws a curveball at us. I bet he laughs and smiles at our reactions. Ahhh Jesus laughing. I wish I could post that picture on here. Maybe I'll find a way sometime.

I think God and I are going to have a good next year. Because we all know that my relationship with him hasn't been great for the past few years. There are a lot of changes that I want to make and some may come more easily than others but I'm up for the challenge. I need and want to be real with God and I want to grow so much. I know that these past few years have been a little rocky but through them all God has stood beside me. He has carried me when I could not walk. He has provided people in my life to challenge and change me. He has been my refuge. He has provided for me and my family. He has always been there for me. It is I that have turned away because of shame and guilt and frustration and anger. I forget sometimes how HUGE God is and how little I am. One of my friends told me to get angry and shout at God if that's what it takes. He reminded me that God can take it...


Have a Happy New Year!!!