Floundering in a Box

So I thought of tonight's title while I was sitting in traffic on the way home from work today. I told my mom last night on the way to visit my grandpa in the hospital that I just feel like I'm floundering. Not really swimming to a destination, not swimming in circles, but just kind of there amidst the craziness. I also have been feeling like I want to take all of my loved ones and put them in a box so that they never grow older and that I always have them by my side. Katie was telling me on Saturday how she wants to put Isaiah in a box...Thanks Kate for making me laugh!!

Once again yesterday I was told not to stay at NMH for a long time and that I should become a nurse. Whaaa? OK then! I got home and quickly glanced through Harper's Nursing Program. Technically it would probably only take me 2 years part time. Mostly because that's where I got my Associates Degree from. Anyways...I'm still contemplating but also remembering that I do have a passion for what I'm doing. Maybe just not at the place I'm at.

Tomorrow at 2pm I will begin the interviewing process at another hospital. It's 10 miles away and 18 min of driving (supposedly). Family, Friends, Random people who may read this, please pray for me tomorrow. Pray that God's will for my life would be known to me. And that I would have courage to give notice at NMH if God wants me at this other hospital.

I will update as soon as something happens. Thank you again for your thoughts and prayers. May God continually lead you as you look to Him.