Wednesday, March 01, 2006

A New Day and a New Month

So today is March 1st. Tomorrow is Dad's birthday and Friday is Libby's. Tomorrow I will be sad and mourn the loss of my friend Laurie. I can't believe it's been a year already. It seems like this all just happened yesterday. Ick!

I woke up this morning to my phone ringing and I think I had a conversation with the glass people. My mom told me that my dad had already vacuumed my car out. What a great daddy I have!! Then a guy came out and replaced the glass in my car. I made a call to the insurance company again to see where my adjuster was so they sent 2 other guys out. They did their thing and sat in their car and cut me a check for the dashboard and stereo. The original estimate I had gotten from the car dealer (of $1500) was for the entire dash. I guess the only piece that needs to be replaced is the bezel. I have no idea. Anyways that is a lot cheaper than replacing the whole dash. I think I will get that all fixed next week. I don't know that I will have time this week to get it done before I leave for Michigan on Saturday. I will also be installing (or have someone install) a top of the line security system.

I love my car. She's like me in a lot of ways. She fits my personality completely and to see her get damaged and violated like that just hurts me. I know it's just a car and it's just a material thing but my car is my escape. I can be sad and cry or be happy and dance and she won't judge me because she is a car. OK reading over that it sounds like I'm on drugs, but I promise I'm not...I just have an attachment. God provided me with this car and provided me with the jobs I had so that I could pay for the car. He provides for me and my family in ways that I can't even explain. Many of my deep conversations with God have been in the car. So yes, it is just a car, but in a way it's much more.

Have a great day!!

2 Comments:

At 3/01/2006 10:48 PM, Blogger Barb K said...

Steph,

Yes, you have a great daddy (and a great mommy). What I especially loved in this blog is yor feelings for your car. I, too, love my grandma car, it's big and bloaty but it fits three little grandkids in the back seat pretty well. And it is my sanctuary. I can play music as loud or quiet as I want. I can cry, I can smile at the Jeeps going by, I can scream (and have several times), I can give my self a little spray of Laurie's Heaven perfume, I can speed (oops, did I say that?) or I can enjoy the scenery. It is all a good thing.

Love you, sweet girl, Aunt Barb

 
At 3/01/2006 11:42 PM, Blogger Simply Me said...

I can't wait to see you this weekend. I love you Cush.

 

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